**For those of you who will worry about this post - don't, please. It's okay, really. Just venting and letting off some stress. I worry often about things that I've said or done and most of the time they pass by without a thought (hence, wasting my energy in the worrying). Thank you though for your concerns! Love yous! Please read on...***
Most of you who read this know me pretty well. I am someone who second guesses everything that she does or says. Sometimes, it pays off. Other times, I've exhibited a lot of stress on just simply worrying about something for no reason.
Today, is one of those days...
You know, sometimes things just happen. I have to believe that there is a reason for that thing to happen, but that never helps stop the worry. I had a discussion with my boss today...and I told the truth. Why is it that the truth is the right thing, but sometimes seems like a really bad thing???
Anyway, I worry now just simply about my boss misconstruing what I said. He and I are always pretty open and honest with each other (ooohh, he HATES to be lied to) and he really is a good guy. Yet he always watches out for himself, just as we all do, and what I said may be something that could hurt him in the future. I worry that this potential hurt will be something that he safe guards against now in order to not be hurt in the future.
But, I told the truth. I told him what I felt he needed to hear. I told him what I KNOW I needed to say. So, is this where the belief in God comes in that He is watching over and supporting what I have done? That this is all happening for a particular reason?
It'll work itself out somehow, I know that. I believe that. I just needed to share....
Monday, November 17, 2008
I hope I did the right thing...
Posted by Lisa T at 8:23 PM
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Everything happens for a reason, we may not understand it right now, but we will in time. The only thing we need to have is faith. I've learned the hard way to not try to make thing's happen but just let things happen w/o thinking of what the consequence will be. It always works out for the better. We may not realize it today, but we will. Just remember God never gives us more than we can handle, we just have to have faith in him. Also remember don't worry about tomorrow, live life "Just for today". Love ya ;0)
Ditto what Julie said.
If you felt it needed to be shared for whatever reason, then you did the right thing. George will do with it what he may, but sounds like you had to do something for yourself today.
Hang in there!
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